We don’t always know what God has in store for us, we start small and gradually God takes us by the hand, puts good people around us to love us, teach us and keep us rooted, push us into things we never thought possible and certainly never imagined we would do – although we dreamed!
Sometimes things come out of the blue other times we walk purposely towards them in the full knowledge of what is to come.
I am still learning the more I know the more I know there is to learn, the more I change the more I know He needs to change me. The cycle is continuous but gradually, very gradually sometimes, I get it. I get that He is in control of my life; He opens doors as He wills, shuts others and holds others ajar until I am ready to walk through. His patience and kindness never cease to amaze me. He puts His finger on things in my life and I have to lift the plaster I have put on the wound so that He can heal me – is it painful – yep, is it worth it – you bet!
Have I seen all my dreams fulfilled, No. I am still waiting, learning and believing. I live to see us encounter His presence as we worship together, to be transformed in His presence and so transform the community around us. Such is the power of Worship and I have committed myself to nothing less than His kingdom on earth as it is in heaven.